IN THE TEXT THERE ARE EROTIC SCENES, ALSO POSSIBLE OBSCENE LANGUAGE!
Six years ago, Renat Askerov was my whole world: a source of inspiration, a fire of passion, my first and only man.
Six years ago, I was his weakest point—an eighteen/ nineteen-year-old girl, head over heels in love.
Now that girl is a thing of the past. I’ve become a calm, restrained young woman who under no circumstances and with no one is willing to play at love.
Unfortunately, even with him…
*
— I won’t work with you, Renat. Better let them kill me!
Askerov only smirks wryly and looks at me with a cold, gloomy mockery, and then I suddenly understand: nothing in him has changed. He’s still the same—unshakably composed, strong, and endlessly alien—as he was at our last meeting.
— You’re afraid because you missed me too much, Emiliya?..
— Fat chance!.. — I answer sharply, though my voice betrays me and trembles.
— Only those who wait are the ones who miss, and I didn’t wait for you. And besides… I’ve grown up…
*
Second volume. The first is titled “No Need for Pain”.