For me, it was love for a lifetime—my first boyfriend. For him, it was just a passing fascination.
We met after two years.
I almost went out of my mind, and he didn’t even notice.
You can’t get it back, so I try to forget, and he… first turns me away, then saves me and helps me deal with my problems.
I don’t understand anything, but I’m trying to start my life over, as best I can.