Cry and Watch

“It’s no secret to you why I married Lina. In spite of my former wife—the one I loved to the point of madness. My husband kicked the bucket in front of the fireplace, took a glass and looked at his silent best friend, Lev.”
“And now Nюрка has returned and will be my son’s godmother,” he continued. “But what kind of godmother is she, if she hasn’t been a god? Hearing this conversation, I sank into the floor. Sergey’s ex—she who caused him so much pain—will become the godmother of our grown-up Gordey? Why didn’t my son tell me about this?”
“Why are you still with Lina? Divorce her and be with Anna. That’s more honest,” Lev replied.
“Because Lina can’t survive without me. She’s all in her family, she completely forgot about herself. That’s called responsibility, Leva…” I cried and watched the man I loved, for whom I was ready for anything. But when I found out how treacherously he betrayed me, I pulled myself together. Now we’ll switch places. Watching me from the outside and crying because he lost, will be the husband—one for whom there is no forgiveness.”