Irresistibility

This is the first part of a fantasy and space-opera novel. It tells the story of a man who wants to be human, but doesn’t know whether he is one. He has no memory and is forced to survive by instinct and logic. While searching for himself, the hero’s motives for his actions constantly change, and with the gradual return of memory he realizes how terrible what’s happening actually is.
Perhaps everything around him is a virtual game in which the hero faces difficult trials. The powers granted to him turn him into a demonic dragon that sometimes falls into uncontrollable lust. He tries to fight his inner demons based on “primordial” moral principles. The hero attempts to bypass the rules of the system—and sometimes he succeeds. However, even human desires are capable of pushing you toward the dark side. How can you stay yourself when your power is unstoppable and pulls in different directions? And what if everything you have— doesn’t really exist at all?