How does a little girl survive the loss of her mother? Maybe she should be helped by the love of other family members. And what if a little girl doesn’t feel that love? Maybe she has to be saved by romantic love. And what if such love brings pain? Maybe all hope is for a psychoanalyst. And if even a psychoanalyst isn’t enough? And this girl is already almost thirty—she’s unhappy and doesn’t feel at home. Maybe you can try to find a mother, love, psychoanalysis, happiness, and a home within yourself. This is a story about meeting yourself. This is a story about loving life. This is a story about an attraction to death.