"Something is wrong"—that phrase has been worrying me for the last five years. I watched myself from the outside and I couldn’t stand what I saw. Not externally, not internally. The whole catch was only that I didn’t understand what exactly was wrong. Family business, a big family, sports, travel—all of it stopped warming my soul. Living in a constant state of anxiety is a dangerous path that led me straight to total self-destruction. There was only one option left: try to figure myself out. Understand what specifically I’m dissatisfied with in myself and what I truly want to become…