She was mine. The moment I looked into her huge blue eyes, I was lost. I drowned in her up to my ears. And she cheated on me—just in one moment she went to someone else. I tried to forget her: I started a family, pretended that I was living. But that only fooled myself and hurt those close to me. And then she appeared again—so independent, so successful. And I was torn up again like it was the first time, as if those years apart never happened. Then I understood: I won’t let her go. Even if she doesn’t love me, even if she’s with someone else—I’ll take her. Behind three locks I’ll cage her, I’ll rip out her heart and show it to the world—and I’ll go against the whole world, but she will be mine! The first volume of the dilogy “Love. Illness” Contains profanity.