A dilogy that breaks hearts. He was my first love. A bad boy everyone was afraid of. A dangerous handsome guy—every girl went crazy over him. He saved me from hell when the whole class mocked me. Nobody was allowed to touch me anymore. Who would go against the coolest guy at school? I fell in love with him. And the time I spent next to him was the best. But one day, he was gone. My heart broke into shards. I decided to change. I want to start life over. But why does it feel like he’s still alive?