The Imperfect Marriage: Confessions of Freedom

“Alina, you should have given birth when the opportunity was there!”

Her husband suddenly reminded me about an abortion. I felt sick.

“— But you were building your career!”

We rarely talked about our difficult decision—together—but my guilt is still greater.

“— I don’t want any more IVF, other people’s children, and nerves. I love you. And the kids—God willing and it will be fine. No and no. For couples without children, there are other options.”

“— What options, for example?” I asked tiredly. Ars shrugged.

“— Do you know anything about open relationships?”

“— What…

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My husband offered us both a choice—freedom and communication with other people: women… and men. He was sure it would make our relationship brighter. But what is that supposed to be? A legalized affair, or shock therapy for spouses who have been married for ages? I had to figure it out…