Five years ago he proposed to me. Getting married at twenty seemed like madness: I was afraid of my own determination, of his love, and of what our relationship might turn into. There was no one I could ask for advice—so I simply disappeared. Now Danyar Osadchy is married; he has a growing child. And I finally understood what an emptiness inside feels like—like there’s an opening in your chest… The continuation of the story “One day you’ll regret it.”