Nothing is scarier than losing yourself. Living, and not feeling any taste for life. That’s exactly what happened to Denis Fadeev: at just over forty years old, he found himself by the roadside—abandoned by friends and misunderstood by his own family. He became a fighter in a private army of a powerful oligarch, so he could find his place in the world again. And at some point it seems like everything is finally getting better— but nothing is free…