If I Disappear

Serena can recite every episode of her favorite true-crime podcast from memory. They give her a sense of control and protection in a world where women disappear every day. So when Rachel goes missing—her beloved podcast host—Serena understands that she has to save her, because it was Rachel who always taught her to trust her instincts. Serena follows the clues hidden in the episodes to an isolated ranch beyond the host’s small hometown, to start searching. She is convinced she will be able to help her idol and give her a reason to be proud of her. But digging for clues and uncovering secrets leads her to a chilling conclusion: Rachel isn’t the first missing-girl at the ranch—and, unfortunately, she’s far from the last…

“Yous always knew you’d disappear one day…” The novel became a loud international debut, and Eliza Jane Brazier is called “a breath of fresh air” in the world of thrillers and detectives. Eliza Jane Brazier delivers an incredibly dynamic, gripping thriller about a brave Serena who begins her own investigation after the disappearance of the host of a criminal podcast. Serena follows the clues hidden in the episodes to the isolated ranch outside Rachel’s small hometown, but her search leads her to a sinister conclusion: Rachel is not the first missing girl at the ranch, and—alas—not the last…

“If I disappear” was the most anticipated book of 2021 according to Rolling Stone, CNN, E! Online, Buzzfeed, New York Post, Popsugar, Woman’s Day, Crime Reads, Hello Giggles.