Besheniy. Mine as Debt Payment
6 hrs. 39 min.
Language
Russian
Author
Ulyana Soboleva
Author
Ulyana Soboleva
Narrator
Yulya Ryzhova
Narrator
Yulya Ryzhova
Description
There is a moment before trouble, when everything is still in its place. You are right at the edge, but the step down hasn’t been taken yet. Your heart is the first to feel that everything will fall apart right now, while your stubborn mind clings to “it can’t be.”
That was my moment.
Friday, six in the evening, an October rain tapping on the taxi window. I was heading home after my surgery exam—again a “five,” just like always. Some pop music was playing in my headphones, and on my phone screen a message from Liska was glowing: “Going to the bar today? Let’s celebrate your ‘five’!”
I was smiling. Imagining how it would all go. Thinking about the weekend.
And I didn’t realize that happiness was ending exactly like this—without signs or explanations, in the space between a breath in and a breath out.
That was my moment.
Friday, six in the evening, an October rain tapping on the taxi window. I was heading home after my surgery exam—again a “five,” just like always. Some pop music was playing in my headphones, and on my phone screen a message from Liska was glowing: “Going to the bar today? Let’s celebrate your ‘five’!”
I was smiling. Imagining how it would all go. Thinking about the weekend.
And I didn’t realize that happiness was ending exactly like this—without signs or explanations, in the space between a breath in and a breath out.
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