The story of a miserable girl who was forced into filming brutal BDSM, told by herself. A story of hopes, love, betrayal, worries, and disappointments, with detailed accounts of her intimate life and filming adult movies. Everything happens in our real time. A story about how girls are “made” into sex slaves. She has no right to refuse the men of a secret society where she was raised, and everyone doesn’t care what she feels when her body is used for their pleasures. The men of the community are domineering and influential perverts and sexual experimenters. Alisa realizes everything and dreams of escaping the hell imposed on her by men.