“It’s hard to prepare for a wedding and not feel anxious—especially given the unfortunate experience of my friends. But what worried me most was the condition of my beloved man. Diana began having nightmares. No matter how he tried to reassure me, no matter how many times he said it wasn’t like that, I could feel how at night he clenched up, flinched, gasped for air in spasms—and then left the room so he wouldn’t disturb me while I sleep. And the more I tried to find out the reason, the more insistently he insisted that everything was fine….”