How I Lost You
12 hrs. 15 min.
Language
Russian
Author
Jenny Blackhurst
Author
Jenny Blackhurst
Narrator
Ksenia Malygina
Narrator
Ksenia Malygina
A PSYCHOLOGICAL THRILLER THAT BECAME A BESTSELLER IN BRITAIN, CZECHIA, FRANCE, GERMANY, HUNGARY, ITALY, KOREA, POLAND, AND THE USA.
My name is Emma Cartwright. But three years ago, I was Susan Webster. And back then, I killed my son.
Would you believe it too—everything that everyone insists on in one voice: your loved ones, your doctor, the police, right? I don’t remember what happened, but I was told that I killed my three-month-old son, Dylan. I was tried and sent to the psychiatric hospital “Oakdale,” where I served my sentence.
Four weeks ago, I was released early. I created a new identity for myself—Emma Cartwright—and moved to a small town where no one knows my story. This morning, I received an envelope addressed to my former name. Inside is a photograph of a four-year-old boy named Dylan.
And now I doubt everything I believed up until this day. If I don’t have any memories of that terrifying event—how can I really know that he’s dead? If there’s even the slightest chance your son is alive, what would you do to get him back?
“Hooked from the very first page and kept me guessing all the way to the end.” — Clare Douglas, author of the worldwide bestseller “The Couple from House No. 9”
“Absolutely gripping.” — Clare Mackintosh, popular British writer and former police officer
“Outstanding and original thriller.” — B. A. Paris, New York Times bestseller author
“Addictive.” — WOMAN & HOME
“An obsessive, utterly fascinating thriller.” — RED MAGAZINE
“Intriguing thriller.” — GOOD HOUSEKEEPING
My name is Emma Cartwright. But three years ago, I was Susan Webster. And back then, I killed my son.
Would you believe it too—everything that everyone insists on in one voice: your loved ones, your doctor, the police, right? I don’t remember what happened, but I was told that I killed my three-month-old son, Dylan. I was tried and sent to the psychiatric hospital “Oakdale,” where I served my sentence.
Four weeks ago, I was released early. I created a new identity for myself—Emma Cartwright—and moved to a small town where no one knows my story. This morning, I received an envelope addressed to my former name. Inside is a photograph of a four-year-old boy named Dylan.
And now I doubt everything I believed up until this day. If I don’t have any memories of that terrifying event—how can I really know that he’s dead? If there’s even the slightest chance your son is alive, what would you do to get him back?
“Hooked from the very first page and kept me guessing all the way to the end.” — Clare Douglas, author of the worldwide bestseller “The Couple from House No. 9”
“Absolutely gripping.” — Clare Mackintosh, popular British writer and former police officer
“Outstanding and original thriller.” — B. A. Paris, New York Times bestseller author
“Addictive.” — WOMAN & HOME
“An obsessive, utterly fascinating thriller.” — RED MAGAZINE
“Intriguing thriller.” — GOOD HOUSEKEEPING
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