He thinks of me as his illness, his obsession. He is afraid of me because I make him defenseless. My stone-cold Timur Talërov becomes vulnerable because of me, so I have to step aside. But it’s hard for me to give him up, because every person has to be needed by someone.
But if I can’t be by Timur Talërov’s side, I can give birth to a different Timur—his child. Then no one will be able to take him away from me, and in my life, once again, will appear Tim Taler—my own son.