If I Disappear

Serah can recite every episode of her favorite true-crime podcast by heart. They give her a sense of control and protection in a world where women disappear every day. So when Rachel—her favorite podcast host—goes missing, Serah understands she must save her, because it was Rachel who taught her to always trust her instincts. Serah follows clues hidden in episodes to a remote ranch beyond Rachel’s small hometown to begin her search. She believes she can help her idol and give her a reason to be proud of her. But finding clues and uncovering secrets leads her to a chilling conclusion: Rachel isn’t the first girl to disappear from that ranch—and, sadly, she isn’t the last…

“You always knew you’d disappear one day…” The novel became a breakout debut abroad, and Eliza Jane Breyser is called a “breath of fresh air” in the world of thrillers and detective stories. Eliza Jane Breyser has released an incredibly dynamic, gripping thriller about brave Serah, who starts her own investigation after her criminal-podcast host vanishes. Serah follows clues hidden in episodes to the isolated ranch outside Rachel’s small hometown, but her search leads to that ominous conclusion: Rachel isn’t the first missing girl from the ranch, and—unfortunately—she’s not the last…

“If I disappear” was named the most anticipated book of 2021 by Rolling Stone, CNN, E! Online, Buzzfeed, New York Post, Popsugar, Woman’s Day, Crime Reads, and Hello Giggles.