“Why don’t I need you anymore? What am I to blame for?” The question won’t leave me, and I still can’t find an answer. Not even though just recently everything seemed normal. “In nothing, Tanya. That’s the point. Feelings are gone, and we’ve been living like neighbors for a long time. I’m exhausted by that. I thought work would save me, but it didn’t.” “You don’t love me?” I ask, clenching the edge of my dress even tighter. “Not anymore. And with Alla it’s like I found a second wind. It’s been a long time since I felt this way. I feel truly good right now.” “You’re leaving because you got bored with me?” I say aloud what he, for some reason, still didn’t dare to say himself.