If You Only Knew
6 hrs. 38 min.
Language
Russian
Author
Elchin Safarli
Author
Elchin Safarli
Narrator
Nadezhda Vinokurova
Narrator
Nadezhda Vinokurova
Description
Before leaving, I asked: “Tell me, do you love me?” You didn’t answer for a long time, and then you stubbornly said: “It’s good with you. Isn’t that enough?” At that moment, I was once again convinced that I’m capable of, like a woman, embellishing absolutely everything—my life, the feelings of the man I love, the world around me. Women are born artists-decorators. With paintbrush in hand and an easel besides. And men, for us, are sometimes nothing but blank canvases—we draw, we color, we wipe away smudges, we cover up something here and there. Only in the end, as a rule, it turns out that we’re not drawing from life—we’re drawing on the promptings of fantasies and desires, something totally at odds with reality.
“If you only knew…” is the story of one woman’s despair, something that can be told only on the purest pages of a diary. It’s a story about feelings, doubts, expectations—and fears that most often help someone begin life anew.
“If you only knew…” is the story of one woman’s despair, something that can be told only on the purest pages of a diary. It’s a story about feelings, doubts, expectations—and fears that most often help someone begin life anew.
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00_00_Safarli_Esli_b_ty_znal
00:41
00_01_Blagodarnosti
04:09
01_01_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:54
01_02_Esli_b_ty_znal
04:37
01_03_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:58
01_04_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:42
01_05_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:19
01_06_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:30
01_07_Esli_b_ty_znal
06:01
01_08_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:52
01_09_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:44
01_10_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:26
01_11_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:21
01_12_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:46
01_13_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:18
01_14_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:30
01_15_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:16
01_16_Esli_b_ty_znal
04:07
01_17_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:38
01_18_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:52
01_19_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:35
01_20_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:14
01_21_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:18
01_22_Esli_b_ty_znal
04:31
01_23_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:21
01_24_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:31
01_25_Esli_b_ty_znal
06:18
02_01_Esli_b_ty_znal
04:52
02_02_Esli_b_ty_znal
04:58
02_03_Esli_b_ty_znal
09:08
02_04_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:41
02_05_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:06
02_06_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:27
02_07_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:28
02_08_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:15
02_09_Esli_b_ty_znal
06:13
02_10_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:18
02_11_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:45
02_12_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:10
02_13_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:21
02_14_Esli_b_ty_znal
03:34
02_15_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:14
02_16_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:46
02_17_Esli_b_ty_znal
04:48
02_18_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:13
02_19_Esli_b_ty_znal
04:47
02_20_Esli_b_ty_znal
04:47
02_21_Esli_b_ty_znal
04:33
02_22_Esli_b_ty_znal
04:46
02_23_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:07
02_24_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:17
02_25_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:53
03_01_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:10
03_02_Esli_b_ty_znal
06:13
03_03_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:22
03_04_Esli_b_ty_znal
04:57
03_05_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:06
03_06_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:20
03_07_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:20
03_08_Esli_b_ty_znal
04:10
03_09_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:15
03_10_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:08
03_11_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:12
03_12_Esli_b_ty_znal
04:28
03_13_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:15
03_14_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:19
03_15_Esli_b_ty_znal
04:18
03_16_Esli_b_ty_znal
04:52
03_17_Esli_b_ty_znal
05:16
04-00_Epilog
32:55
05-00_Posleslovie
03:57
06-00_Postskriptum
