Problems in my personal life affected my relationship with my wife. I became a cuckold. I made my own spouse a whore who has sex with different men right in front of my eyes. I even find her first-class males. I like it there. I like watching and exploring my sexual desires. Now she has met a real man with whom she has passionate sex. I feel shame, jealousy, and arousal. It turns me on, but at the same time, I’ve become a hostage of the situation. I feel like I’m superfluous. I have to watch as my wife gets what I can’t give her. And when she gets pleasure, she punishes me for making her a whore. And today she tries group sex. For me, that’s unacceptable—but it seems I no longer control the situation…